He's doing the right thing. This is right. I just wish it didn't hurt so much.

Aching

GG and I are done. I'm not handling it well. I miss him. I miss the man that I met and fell in love with. I know I have to let him go though, so he can do what he needs to do. I could have begged, and made him feel badly but, that's not me. That's not love. I love him. I know he doesn't understand why and he thinks it's because he gives me things that no one else does. But that's not it. He's a good, wise, and brilliant man. I love having him in my life. I feel a huge loss without him in it. Huge loss. I won't be selfish. I let him go and he will be in my prayers. I wish him the best and I wish him happiness.

My heart is intact, because he never took it from me. He held it, loved it, cherished it, but it was always mine. That's what real love is. I'm sorry it didn't work out.