*sighs*

When you finally find something, someone, or a situation that makes you happy, you lose it. Like it never happened.
More lessons I guess.

Orly?

Hilarious!

Random Stuff

KJ and I are good friends again. I'm still not sure what his deal is but, it's all good. I like the way our friendship is now, and, he sort of opened my eyes to a few things. It's been interesting.

Facey and I are doing awesomely, though I wish I wasn't so distracted the past few days. I talk to him every day but I miss him so much.

It's been really hot lately. I can't wait til the Summer is over! Humidity sucks when you're already hot and there's no breeze.

I've been trying to fix my sleep since school started and it's not working. By the time I get to bed, the kids are waking up a few hours later and it interrupts my sleep. I end up staying up til their gone. This isn't working for me. Blah.

I'm going to sleep now and then visit my son later. I'll pay his rent and take him grocery shopping. I can't wait :D

Hmm what to make for dinner....

And The Band Played

Tonight, we went to a Chinese restaurant that's sort of a town monument. It's been there since way before I came along. I had never been in there before. It's changed hands several times during my life, and hidden in this little, weird spot in the middle of town. ...My mom had a coupon.

We parked in the back, walked into the door and suddenly, a band began to play! They have an in-house cover band that plays while you eat. They were pretty good, and if I had been there with anyone besides my mother, I might have really enjoyed it. I really need some local friends.

Dinner was really good. The atmosphere was nice. I just finished the leftovers a bit ago. I had a nice night :)

The rest of the night was the usual. I got on Palace, chatted with friends, disappointed JA... I wish I didn't but, I don't know what to do. I'll talk to Facey about it later.

I found another show to watch on Netflix and, I'm going to relax and watch until I fall asleep.

Quick WoW Entry

I played some WoW with another Palace friend. She hasn't played WoW in awhile. We made fresh toons on the Allie side and got them to lvl 10. I had a lot of fun. Another friend updated WoW too so, Yay! Two more people to play with! Those two are on a PvP server. All three of us are druids. *rawr* Not sure if we should make a guild or find an active one. We'll discuss it tomorrow.

I had a lot of weird discussions last night. I think I'm done with weird discussions.

I Think I Love You Better Now

Today was a good day. I got some stuff done around the house that needed doing for awhile. I feel like I'm still recuperating from the kid's Summer break. The house is messy, cluttered, etc etc. I'll have it sorted out soon enough. I got some errands done and ran all over town, and the next town over. It was nice because, lately I've been a hermit. I just need to get back into my groove again.

My son is going through a living transition in a month and I need to figure out what to do about that. I'm not sure what the situation is and I need to call his case worker and sort things out. Adding that to my list for tomorrow.

I got to talk to Facey about some really important stuff. I'll talk to him some more when we're both awake. I think we have everything worked out but, I want to make sure.

I got to spend some time with KJ earlier :) I brought up something that I felt weird talking about but was very important. Something was brought to my attention recently by three different people and, I felt the need to bring it up to him. We got things sorted, and things are fine. I also got to learn a few more things about him which is always great. It shed some light on a few things too. Bonus.

Earlier, I had an odd surprise. A chick I haven't seen in awhile (for a good reason) sought me out to ask me about a few things about her boyfriend. She's feeling insecure, doubtful and alarmed and, I guess wanted to know something about my personal experiences with him. I was also sworn to secrecy so we both agreed that if asked, we haven't spoken. I'm surprised she came to me, and surprised she trusts me. From what I was hearing, she was saying things about me that weren't true. And I'm pretty sure she got those falsehoods from her boyfriend.

I didn't tell her anything private. I listened to her. I understood where she was coming from and why she'd think the things she does. She's heard things. I told her that I couldn't confirm or deny anything because it's not my place. I told her to be aware, keep her eyes open, and go with her gut. I also told her to talk to him but, she doesn't believe some of the things he says. Can't say I blame her. I'm sure she'll be okay.

It's way later than I thought it was. I'm going to sleep and then do it all over again tomorrow. Good night, Universe!

This vid is a cover for the song by Ed Sheeran. I love this version. I mean, listen to it!

Ed Sheeran - Lego House
I'm gonna pick up the pieces and build a Lego house
If things go wrong we can knock it down
My three words have two meanings but there's one thing on my mind
It's all for you
And it's dark in a cold December, but I've got you to keep me warm
If you're broken I will mend ya and keep you sheltered from the storm that's raging on, now
I'm out of touch, I'm out of love
I'll pick you up when you're getting down
And out of all these things I've done, I think I love you better now
I'm out of sight, I'm out of mind
I'll do it all for you in time
And out of all these things I've done, I think I love you better now, now
I'm gonna paint you by numbers and color you in
If things go right we can frame it and put you on a wall
And it's so hard to say it but I've been here before
Now I'll surrender up my heart and swap it for yours

Don't hold me down, I think the braces are breaking and it's more than I can tak

HJ Conquers WoW: The Beginning Years

I had fun last night. HJ asked me to help him learn how to play WoW, so I created a toon to play with him. Because he's entirely new, I didn't use any Heirlooms, potions, or give myself gold. I didn't even use my heirloom mount to get around. I went old school. We spent an hour and got to lvl 7 haha. It was still fun. I don't know if he'll keep playing after he hits 20 but, he can at least say he's tried it.

Thoughts

I really need to quit thinking so much about everything. If a friend doesn't get back to me, I wonder if they're burnt out on me. Why do I do this? Lack of self confidence? Is it a self esteem issue? Do I just think too much and make up shit to worry about?

I do the same with Facey. I question things when he doesn't give me a reason to, because I'm insecure....

Eureka! I think that's it. Now to figure out how to fix it.

What I Really Meant to Say...

I got to watch KJ play Gears of War on Twitch earlier :D He seemed sort of lost on it but, he figured things out. I gave the link to HJ and they were yapping at each other. Then I pestered KJ on KiK for a bit while he had dinner and stuff.

I watched a movie on Netflix with Facey called Enemy at the Gates. It had Ed Harris, Jude Law, Rachel Weisz and a few other people. It was based on a true story about a sniper during the war. I'm glad I watched it. It was really good.

I'm feeling sleepier earlier than usual, which is good. I'm going to try to sleep and see if I can hang with KJ earlier tomorrow. Good night, Universe.