Well, I'm still here. What's been going on in my life? Pretty much more of the same. Still arguing with the same ex. Still busy with kids and their lives. Still dealing with my panic attacks. Still off and on with the sleep issues. This time though, some things are different.
I've learned some lessons. I would like to think I'm a bit wiser but, someone would beg to differ. My big sister keeps telling me, "Just be you", as her advice for everything. What makes that difficult is when the one person you wanted to be with, doesn't like who that is. She's right though. I've always believed that if you are true to yourself, honest with others, and let them know exactly who you are, you will find the people who were meant to be in your life. Maybe he just isn't meant to be in my life.
I won't say that doesn't make me sad though.
